Submitted by Alyssa Santiago on the 2020 winter session study abroad program in Chile sponsored by the Department of Languages, Literatures & Cultures…
This week felt like a learning curve to me. I had to cope with feelings on top of everything I was adapting to already. I realized that Chile is like a second world to me. I have a different routine here, a different family, different friends, listen to different music, speak a different language, and even buy things with different money. I miss my life in my first worldm but life feels like it’s moving so fast here that sometimes it takes a silent moment to realize. I keep trying to find ways to show my first world self to my second world people, but that is not being my authentic self right now. I am in a different world so I am a different self. And my first world people can see my second world through pictures I post and send of my life in Chile, but they will never fully understand. It is a similar feeling to when I adapted to college for the first time. Change is good and sometimes you need to immerse yourself in a different environment to grow.